Art Ink – 7 – The Sweet Smell of Roses – A Ghost Story Inspired by King Saul’s Art

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Artist: King Saul AKA Saul Bateman

Title of Art: Smell

Artist’s Website: https://www.king-saul.com/

Instagram: @kingsaulart

 

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Art Ink Podcast Transcript:

 

[Intro:]

 

What’s up everyone? Welcome to a brand new episode of Art Ink!

 

So, many of you may not know this about me, but I think I’m far enough away from my high school years to share it without getting too embarrassed. I used to be a gothic chick. There, I said it. There was a brief period in my life when I wore black lipstick, jeans that could fit my entire body in one pant leg, and one of those ridiculously thick ball chain chokers. Back then I was fascinated with all things horror.

 

I’m telling you this because when you go visit our featured artist’s Instagram page, you may wonder why his art is so different from the art I have been featuring. Lately I’ve been drawn to brightly colored abstract art, but there is still a place in my heart for creepy dark art too, and I thought you might like to know where that comes from before I introduce today’s artist.

 

If you’ve ever seen a book called Scary Stories to Tell in the Dark, which was one of my favorites growing up, you might remember the epically creepy artwork. And today’s artist has a style reminds me of these illustrations from my childhood, which brings with it memories of slumber parties and readings under blankets by flashlight. I used to love to be scared. And I’ve often wondered why I stopping seeking the thrill of a good scary story.

 

Anyway, this introduction might be a bit anti-climactic… because it’s only as I’ve been writing this that I realized my story doesn’t exactly match the mood of the majority of our featured artist’s work, although a scan through his Instagram page will certainly give you Edgar Allen Poe and Nightmare Before Christmas type vibes, today’s story is not scary at all and I’m doing my very best not to apologize for that… because I have a horrible habit of being sorry for everything AND because inspiration works in mysterious ways and that’s ok.

 

The things that inspire us don’t always show up as perfect reflections in our work. That’s what makes art so awesome, because the trip this drawing took me on, may not be the same one it’d take you on if you didn’t have me here influencing you with my own perspective.

 

Back in my goth chick days I was very afraid of the unknown, and over the years, while my fascination with the so-called supernatural hasn’t died down any, my fear has transformed into awe and wonder. I still ask why, all the time, seriously, I’m kinda like a 5-year-old, but I don’t automatically jump to the worst-case scenario anymore. And, so I guess that’s just my long-ass explanation for why I’m not sorry for writing today’s story. Haha.

 

Well, I’m thrilled to be able to introduce you to King Saul’s art today. On his website he writes that his philosophy is: “to dig deep into the subconscious and build new worlds through art by tearing down the walls between beauty and horror, reality and fantasy, the hearing of pictures and the seeing of sounds. Intrigued?”

 

I don’t know about you but that’s a mission I could get behind, because, yeah, I am intrigued! Aren’t you?

 

Let me try to paint with words what Saul’s created:

 

 

[Art Description:]

 

I’m not 100% sure, but to me this sketch looks like it’s done in pencil and pen. A disembodied nose hovers in the center of the design. On the bottom left a rose rests just below the nose, and there are other flowers scattered all across the bottom of the page. Swirls of scent rise up from all of the flowers, but while most of the scents float midair, the rose is sending its swirls straight into each nostril of the floating nose. On the far left a stick of incense releases a swirl of smoke that intermingles with the steam rising from a hot beverage just behind it.

 

Saul calls this piece “Smell,” and it’s this sketch that inspired the following ghost story I’ve titled, “The Sweet Scent of Roses.”

 

 

[Story:]

 

Mark sat straight up in bed. The scent of roses was so strong, it was like a bouquet of flowers was in his face. He inhaled deeply, exhaled, inhaled again.

 

The last time Mark had smelled a real rose was at Jasmin’s funeral. Though, before that, he couldn’t step into their home without being overwhelmed by the sweet smell.

 

A few more deep breaths confirmed that the scent hadn’t faded away. Over the past few years this had happened before, but it had always faded away quickly, leaving Mark to believe that the sweet sensation had been a trick of his imagination, a memory so strong his mind created it as a sort of comfort food for his soul.

 

He wasn’t imagining it this time, though. There were roses infusing his every breath.

 

Mark glanced around the room. “Jasmine?” he whispered. He didn’t think it was possible, but the scent suddenly seemed stronger. “Jasmine,” he sighed, “I knew it was you.”

 

Something urged him to get out of bed. He imagined Jasmine giggling in a cloud above him, a mischievous smile that thinned her big blue eyes just enough for it to be seductive, the way a thong somehow sexifies a butt cheek. Mark knew she’d laugh at that analogy if she were still here. In fact, she’d probably make it up herself. He couldn’t see her at all, of course, but it was as if she were luring him through the darkness with a rose in her teeth, always just out of reach. That was his own imagination though. If she was here it was probably more like Lakitu (lah-KEE-too), that pesky cloud guy in Super Mario Bros., but instead of flinging Spinies down to the Earth below, she had a bouquet of roses on a fishing line.

 

He followed the smell all the way into the hallway and it suddenly disappeared. Mark nodded his head back and forth sniffing the air, but it was gone. He turned back toward the bedroom and suddenly he was smacked in the face with sweetness. He followed his nose to the closet and walked up to his own naked body reflected in the mirrored sliding doors. Did Jasmine want him to get dressed?

 

The smell wafted in and out as Mark pulled on jeans and a hoodie, but never fully disappeared. He imagined Jasmine bouncing excitedly, like the moments before they got on a new rollercoaster, a fun cocktail of fear and excitement bubbling out of her heels, lifting her up and down.

 

As soon as his socks were on the scent led him to the front door. Then it suddenly dissipated. Mark opened the door, sniffed the air; nothing. It wasn’t until he turned around that the faint scent of roses once again seeped into his septum.

 

Mark was beginning to wonder if maybe the spirit leading him around might be a fairy, or some other type of tiny, flighty being, judging from the way it kept spinning him around the house.

 

He walked back through the hall toward the kitchen. Jasmine seemed to pause for a moment midway, and so did he until his eyes fell upon the unicorn horn kaleidoscope she’d impulsively bought in Sedona on their honeymoon. It was way too much money and he hated it, but he’d never even considered getting rid of it after she was gone.

 

Mark wasn’t sure if the pause was a happy, proud pause or a sad, sentimental one. Perhaps it was all of those feels. At least those were the emotions he felt.

 

Wandering wherever his invisible incense wanted to lead him, Mark found himself in front of the refrigerator when all of the floral tones suddenly vanished from his senses.

 

“Really, Jazz?” Mark asked. “I’m not hungry.”

 

The roses didn’t come back, however, until he’d opened the fridge door.

 

“How about we compromise?” he said, “I’ll have a glass of orange juice… I really haven’t been that bad, have I Jazz – that you think you need to come back and nanny me.”

 

The scent bounced in the air, like back in the closet. Jasmine was giggling, at least that was his interpretation of the strange way the smell tickled his nostrils. He didn’t know how to read it, though, without being able to see the expression on her face. Jasmine laughed at everything in life. Laughter was her energy, her defense mechanism, her medicine.

 

As soon as Mark put his empty glass down the roses vanished until his nose was pointed toward the front door. Midway back through the hall, a breath of hot, moist air brushed up the skin of his neck, “don’t forget your keys,” Jasmine whispered-or did she?, and the scent suddenly strengthened. He stopped abruptly, grabbed the keys, and headed to the garage.

 

As he drove the mile that led out of their private drive the roses remained as an undertone. When he got to the stop sign Mark asked, “Which way?”

 

He flicked the turn signal up and the green arrow blinked towards the right. Jasmine pulled her roses back out of his world. When he pushed the lever to signal left the floral smell invaded his nostrils times ten.

 

“To the left it is then,” Mark said.

 

Several turns and miles later, Mark found himself turning into the Whole Foods parking lot. He’d never shopped here himself, but Jasmine used to come here weekly.

 

“Are you trying to make me eat healthy, Jazz?” he whispered softly, “because we both know that’s about as unlikely as a rabbit pulling a magician out of her hat.”

 

That bouncy tickle hit his nose again and Mark mentally checked himself. Either she thought he was hilarious, which was doubtful, as she’d heard that one at minimum a dozen times, or she was excited about what was coming next. And despite Jasmine’s constant stream of healthy meals, she’d never been that excited about food. That she tolerated cooking would be a nice way to put it, it was an obligation. No, whatever Jazz was excited about, it must be something else.

 

The sweet scent of roses led Mark into the store. “Do I need a cart, Jazz?” He whispered, hoping no one noticed him seemingly talk to himself. All sweetness dissipated immediately.

 

“I’ll take that as a no,” he said spinning in a 180 from the corner of parked carts to face the produce section. He walked slowly along the chilled wall of leafy greens as the smell seeped back into his senses. He passed the spinach, a bit surprised that Jasmine hadn’t stopped him… she used to sneak a handful or two into his smoothie every morning, he remembered the look on her face when he caught her a year into it… surprise, but then smug satisfaction as she informed him he’d been drinking spinach for at least a year already and if he tasted it now it was all in his head.

 

Mark was so caught in the memory that he didn’t see the puddle he was approaching. As if a “too little too late” warning as his feet slid out from under him, the tiny sprinklers above the fresh herbs and broccoli misted the left side of his body as he went down. Just before his head ricocheted off of the low shelf and onto the hard floor, the strongest smell yet smacked him in the face. Jasmine was giggling again… she always did find it funny when his clumsiness got the best of him, often apologizing and uncontrollably cackling at the same time. Why would any of that change after death? That’s the last thing Mark thought of before everything went black.

 

***

 

“Are you ok?” a concerned voice asked.

 

The voice brought Mark back to reality, back to the grocery store, but it did nothing to tame the ghostly remnants of his late wife.

 

In fact the sweet smell was so strong now, it was starting to sicken him. He couldn’t escape it. It was as if he were dropped into a densely packed pool of potpourri, unable to swim to the surface, petals stuffed into his mouth and nostrils.

 

Mark’s head was throbbing, the pulse pinching the back of his left eye. He slowly parted his lids, letting the light in cautiously, luckily the silhouette above him blocked most of the light. Long, dark, curly hair made a sort of cave around the woman’s face.

 

She spoke again, “Can you hear me?”

 

“Yeah… I’m ok,” Mark managed after a minute.

 

The woman grabbed onto his forearm and pulled him to sitting. The mist still spritzed the air and clung to her curls like glittery morning dew. Behind her an abandoned cart stood askew, empty except for a single bouquet of red roses. Another bouquet lay abandoned on the floor somewhere between where she knelt and the path back to her cart.

“I keep telling them about this puddle,” the woman said, “I almost went down myself last week. Do you think you can stand?”

 

“I think so.” Mark said and then tried. The woman helped steady him as she got to her own feet. As she rose her face was revealed from the shadows. Worried turquoise eyes darted around his face.

 

“I’m fine,” he assured her, though, truth be told, Jasmine’s floral infusion was still at full power and his queasiness was on the rise.

 

Mark’s lie did nothing to calm the stranger’s features, though, so he headed towards the scattered flowers on the floor to prove himself.

 

“Thanks,” she smiled as she accepted the now disheveled bouquet, shifted the unruly flowers to one arm, hugging them to her chest, and extended her free hand. “I’m June,” she said.

 

“Mark,” he replied taking her hand, and he couldn’t believe it, but the scent actually got stronger, and he involuntarily gagged.

 

“Are you sure you’re all right?” June asked, her features back on high alert, “you don’t look so good… are you nauseated?”

 

“Yeah, just a little, but it’s the smell of those flowers doing it, not my fall.” Mark said weakly.

 

“Really?” June said. She glanced at the flowers in her arms and then back at him. She didn’t look convinced. “I don’t know, nausea is a common side effect of a concussion,” she said as she turned to place the flowers back in her cart, “you should really get yourself checked out.”

 

“I’ll be fine,” Mark managed a smile as he said it. Jasmine had let up on the perfume since he’d voiced his problem aloud and his stomach was settling.

 

“Ok, Mark,” June said, “but if you change your mind, I’d be happy to give you a ride to the emergency room.”

 

“Nah, I’m good.”

 

“Ok… well, good luck,” she said somewhat awkwardly and pushed her cart down the aisle.

 

As June got farther and farther away, so did Jazz’s scent. Had he been imagining this smell the whole time? Was it just June’s flowers he’d been smelling since he’d entered the store?

 

Unsure what to do next without his floral guide, he headed back outside and sat on a bench.

 

“Jazz?” He whispered.

 

Nothing.

 

“Jasmine, are you there?” He tried again.

 

Still nothing.

 

“What was that all about?” He muttered to himself this time. “Am I going crazy?”

 

Mark sat there for a while, reimagining the day he’d had so far. To his left, the automatic doors slid opened and closed, popping out people like a factory line of grocery Barbie dolls. A seemingly endless stream of blondes in yoga attire walked past him.

 

He attempted one more time to prove his own sanity. “How do you drown a Whole Foods Barbie?” he paused. “Put a scratch and sniff sticker at the bottom of her kombucha cup!”

 

That did it, and he could faintly sense the roses bouncing in his nose again.

 

Through the glass doors he spotted June checking out, she was like black beauty in a herd of palominos. The invisible incense ramped up again, and suddenly, he finally got what Jasmine was trying to say.

 

“Jazz…” he whispered, looking down at the ground. “I don’t know if I’m ready yet. I still miss you so much.”

 

She was still there, but she was pulling back, as if to say, “don’t be ridiculous, Mark.” It was easy enough to imagine… she’d said it plenty of times before.

 

He looked up and to the left and saw that June was heading toward the double doors. “I love you Jazz,” he said. “Thank you.”

 

Mark rose just as the doors parted and when June locked eyes with him, a broad smile spread across her face.

 

“You change your mind, killer?”

 

“Well the thing is, I kind of hate doctors,” Mark confessed, “but maybe you can keep me company? Ya know, just in case I take a turn for the worse?”

 

 

[Conclusion:]

 

A big shout out goes to King Saul for being so kind as to share his art with all of us today, I’m so grateful for your generosity, Saul! If you’re interested in the cover art used for this episode you should know that a slightly altered version of “Smell” is actually available as a linoleum print. This is 1 of the 5 pieces that are a part of Saul’s Synesthesia Series.

 

In case you don’t know what synesthesia is, it’s described as a “condition” in the dictionary, but I’m going to call it an ability… I might even go so far as to say it’s a superpower, and it’s when someone’s senses connect in ways that allow them to perceive things most people can’t. For example, someone with synesthesia may be able to hear colors, see sounds, or taste words. It’s truly fascinating to me… I remember reading awhile back that some people with synesthesia are able to see a wider spectrum of colors, but that’s when I got a little jealous and stopped reading.

 

So, now on top of wanting to write a scarier story to pair with Saul’s work, I’m also wishing my main character had synesthesia. Ugh… well there’s always another story to tell. You know that cliché about how a picture is worth 1000 words… well honestly I think that’s a vast understatement… maybe 1000 stories is more like it. And that reminds me, I’ve been putting together a long list of writing prompts for any of you artists out there who struggle with writing about your art. I have no idea when it’ll be done, but I do know that it’ll be super helpful when it is, so I’ll be sure to let you know as soon as it’s available.

 

So, anyway, please do make sure to check out Saul’s work on Instagram @kingsaulart or you can visit his website at king-saul.com.

 

Alrighty, my friends, that’s a wrap! Thank you so much for listening! Don’t forget to check back here in two weeks for the next episode… or better yet subscribe to the show so you don’t have to worry about missing out. I’ll catch ya next time!

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Art Ink – 4 – Infinite Bravery – A Short Story Inspired by Danielle Krysa’s Art

 

 

 

Links from the Show at a Glance:

 

 

Artist: Danielle Krysa

Title of Art: untitled

Artist’s Website: http://www.krysa.com/danielle/

Instagram: @daniellekrysaart

Danielle’s Podcast: The Jealous Curator

 

The first episode of Art Ink to hear the story of how The Jealous Curator podcast helped me solve a problem with this show

 

Art Ink Submission Guidelines: rebekahnemethy.com/artinksubs

 

 

 

Art Ink Podcast Transcript:

 

[Intro:]

 

Welcome back everyone! I’m thrilled you’re here to listen because I have a really fun story for you today.

 

Today’s featured artist is Danielle Krysa, and if you listened to the very first episode of this podcast, you’d know that her podcast, The Jealous Curator had a hand in helping me figure out a problem I was having with this podcast and so I figured I just had to include some of her work in this podcast because, I mean, karma, right? She did me a favor, even though maybe not intentionally, so I figured I should pay her back somehow.

 

I found this piece on her Instagram and… let me just give you a little description to start us off:

 

[Art Description:]

 

This is a minimalistic mixed media piece with what looks like watercolor and acrylic paints with a splash of collage. A sailboat cutout is resting atop a cloud of aquamarine blue paint on the bottom right of the image. Pink and metallic bronze paints hover above and to the left of the sailing ship, resembling a distant sunset.

 

On Instagram, Danielle captioned her art: “some guys promised ‘sailing off into the sunset,’ but cap’n carl f’n delivered.” And so both the art and the caption had a part in creating the following story which features the cap’n carl I imagined.

 

[Story:]

 

I was NOT dreaming. I’d already done all the tests: pinched myself, read the same sign twice without scrambling the words or letters, I’d even closed my eyes, spun around, and opened them again to see the same scene.

 

I looked over the edge of the bow. The ship was floating on a shimmery, blue cloud of water so shallow it was translucent. I was on a magical journey, about to leave everything I’ve ever known.

 

Cap’n Carl had a skullet, you know, the balding man’s version of a mullet, and black holes where teeth used to be. The top of his head was like a dandelion, when the breeze would pick up, and the sails caught the wind, so too would large petals of peeling skin. They’d flutter and flap in the wind and, eventually release into the sky. I wondered if I might have a wish or two come true if blew on his head and managed to unhinge all the dead skin in one breath.

 

According to Cap’n Carl, though, my wishes were about to come true anyway. I was going to a place where time was infinite and money non-existent. It was still hard to believe, though, just as it would have been hard for anyone else to believe I’d be on a sailboat that soared through the sky… yet here I was, living that dream; passing clouds, chasing the sun’s bronze rays as it painted the clouds in our path.

 

Forever was a scary premise for most people, but not for me, there were too many stories inside me that still had to come out. And if I didn’t choose forever, I’d be choosing death. I’d be choosing to let my stories die with me. With the cancer that was cooking inside me, doctors estimated that in six months I’d be done.

 

According to Cap’n Carl, there was still time to change my mind. We had until sunset before there was no going back; all we had to do was walk the plank, metaphorically and literally speaking, and we’d instantly regress into our old lives.

 

We’d set sail with about a dozen other passengers. Most of them were also terminally ill, death-fearing people like me. But apparently, infinity was much scarier to them than death, because there was only one woman left aside from me. She was peering over the edge, her gaze switching between the setting sun and the sparkling sea below.

 

I looked back at Cap’n Carl, his smile was eager, but bordering on maniacal.

 

A splash sounded and I followed the Cap’n’s gaze to where the last passenger had once stood. I knew she was already gone by the time I’d turned my head. I’d watched many of the others jump ship before her, and once their bodies were fully enveloped in the shimmering plasma, they’d simply vanished from sight, leaving nothing but sparkling splashes erupting into the air like fireworks, fizzling out before they fell back into the ethereal substance below.

 

“Go on,” he called, “you know you want to follow them. Go back home to mortality.” He looked sad.

 

“Do so many people usually jump ship?” I asked, nervously glancing at the sun’s dwindling light.

 

“All but you, so far, dearie,” he said.

 

“No one’s stayed on for the entire journey?” I asked.

 

“Not since I’ve been Captain.” He said.

 

“How long is that?” I asked.

 

“Oh, nearly a century…” he said, “I make the journey every year, hoping to find a soul brave enough to face eternity.”

 

The sun was nearly gone, just a soft, dark orange glow, rapidly descending into darkness, the captain quickly becoming a silhouette against the twilight sky.

 

“What do you get out of this?” I asked, and all I could see of his frightening smile were the few teeth left in his mouth, glimmering in the moonlight as my eyes adjusted to the dark.

 

“I get to die,” he whispered… “I finally get to die.”

 

And just like that he was gone. No splash. Just a million, billion tiny particles scattered by the wind. Gone.

 

The ship sailed on through the night… I wondered what would happen if I tried to jump now, tried to change my mind. I figured it was too late.

 

I thought of how the sunset was always the perfect ending of every story, but for me, it was just the beginning of forever.

 

[Conclusion:]

 

So that is it for today. As you could hear, Danielle’s art took me to a literal place, or I guess a figurative place, haha. But the thing is, her art although so simple and minimalistic, I mean, take a look at this in the cover art of your podcast player app. There are just a few brushstrokes, it’s so simple but it transported me to another place in my imagination and this is the story that came out.

 

Remember to check out Danielle’s art on her Instagram @daniellekrysaart to see more of her awesome art.

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Art Ink – 2 – Tie-Dyed Eyes – A Sci-fi Story Inspired by Susan Proctor Hume’s Art

 

 

 

 

Links from the Show at a Glance:

 

Artist: Susan Proctor Hume

Title of Art: Untitled Abstract Eye

Artist’s Website: https://susanproctorhume.com/

Instagram: @susan_proctor_humeartist

 

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Art Ink Podcast Transcript:

 

 

[Intro:]

 

Susan Proctor Hume’s abstract eye was insta-inspiration for today’s episode! Not just because I discovered this piece on Instagram, but also because the story that sprang from it came almost instantly. Listen in to hear a short sci-fi story on the verge of dystopia I called tie-dyed eyes.

 

 

[Art Description:]

 

An abstract gray eye with a black pupil is decorated with tie-dye style splatters of pink, red, orange, and yellow. It’s a monotype print on cotton paper.

 

 

[Story:]

 

“I’m not angry,” she said, but her bright pink and yellow eyes were betraying her. Red exploded in the whites of her eyes like the spray from tiny gunshots, it was if I were spraying her with bullets as I spoke.

 

No one upgraded with TD eyes was capable of lying. If you could successfully lie after the upgrade, you were either criminally insane or a monk, and Sara was neither.

 

The red had completely stained the whites, had begun to envelop the pink, and was bleeding into the yellow, spreading out until the area around her pupils was totally orange; glowing like embers. Her eyes burned into mine. This wasn’t how I wanted to remember her.

 

I tried to hold onto the picture of Sara before, as she had glanced up at me just a few moments ago. She was holding an open book in one hand, and her other was wrapped around a full cup of steaming hot chocolate. As I had entered the café, her eyes left the pages and her face tilted toward me.

 

Those eyes were the ones I wanted to remember: all pink with love and yellow with joy, not the firey orbs that were burning holes into me now.

 

“Sure you are…” I said, “I can see it– ”

 

“In my eyes?!” She glared at me hard, and there was no pink left… no love; just red anger and black fear. “Well at least I have the courage to live in my truth.”

 

I said nothing.

 

I couldn’t say anything that hadn’t been said before. The development of TD eyes had come from a place of love, but that didn’t mean that love was still the main priority. Billie Bobs, the technology’s creator had a vision to reconnect the millennial generation to each other, it was meant to undo the damage that social media and smart phones had done to the development of common social skills.

 

The first group of kids to get injected with the mood bots got a free college education in exchange for their participation in the research. The trend caught on. The kids thought it was cool. Teachers loved the polygraph like qualities built into their student’s eyes with the upgrade and it wasn’t long before the government caught on to the potential for control.

 

Billie Bobs was loving, but he was naïve too, and he was easily bought out.

 

The propaganda was so widespread. The incentive for the poverty stricken to get an education they could never afford was so rose-colored that it reawakened the “American Dream.”

 

Within four years, as the college graduates sporting TD eyes hit the workforce, employers began to favor these applicants over their coworkers. It wasn’t long after that when companies everywhere were paying to get their employees upgraded.

 

Now, you can’t get a job without them, and pretty soon you won’t be able to keep your citizenship without the truth telling eyes… so I was forfeiting mine. No one could convince me that injecting tiny robots that lived in my eyes and gave away all my secrets was about anything other than control. Unfortunately most of the country was blind to that fact, and even more unfortunately, Sara was among them.

 

“It must be nice to know everything about me, it must be nice to keep all your selfish secrets all to yourself!” She started sobbing, burying her face in her hands. Big teardrops pooled on the black surface of the table and soaked into the pages of her closed book, swelling one corner.

 

“Please…” I said, “come with me, we can – “

 

“We’ve had this conversation, I’m not leaving. I can’t just wander around the world with you, no plan, banned from ever coming back, from ever seeing our friends and family again.” Her purpling eyes were wide, pleading, darting back and forth, searching for any answer they could find in my own. That the blue sadness had begun to blend into the red confirmed what I already knew: this was goodbye.

 

“I just don’t understand what’s so goddamned scary about honesty, Tyler…” she said with a sigh, “what are you so afraid of?”

 

It was a question she’d asked many times before, but my answer conflicted with her cultural programming and never satisfied her.

 

“I need my freedom.” I said. I was being honest. I was trying to prove that honesty could exist without force, but it was too little, too late as far as Sara was concerned.

 

Her violet eyes reddened a bit, she threw her hands up in the air, “and you’re telling me this now? You’re telling me this one hour before your appointment?! You let me believe we were going to be ok for so long… how could you?”

 

I wished I could see her sunny yellow eyes one more time before I left, but I was out of time. Once I’d missed my injection appointment, there’d be a warrant out for my arrest. I had to go.

 

As I got up, I leaned over the table, and kissed Sara’s forehead. She looked up at me. Her blue eyes were full to the brim with tears, and I turned away before she could blink them over the edge.

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Art Ink – 1 – Flowing in Fear’s River – A Personal Essay Inspired by Melissa Dinwiddie’s Stitch River Yes

 

Links from the Show at a Glance:

 

Artist: Melissa Dinwiddie

Title of Art: Stitch River Yes

Artist’s Website: melissadinwiddie.com

Instagram: @a_creative_life

Get Melissa’s book The Creative Sandbox Way (the 1st 50 pages are free, go download it now, what do you have to lose?)

 

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Art Ink Podcast Transcript:

 

[Art Description:]

 

Melissa Dinwiddie’s mixed media painting, Stitch River Yes is one of three paintings that hang in my studio, and it’s my favorite of the three. It’s made of crackle paste, laid thickly upon a small canvas, painted with teal blue watercolor. One thick, deep, wobbly vertical line, resembling a river, was created by removing various bits of the crackle paste along the jagged edges that the medium creates as it dries. The river is painted darker, and it’s more brown than blue.

 

The word “yes,” created with an old fashioned typewriter, is cut out and pasted dozens of times, in a strip going down the right edge of the piece, with fewer words at the top of the line, and a thicker cluster of “yes”es towards the bottom. The words wrap around the painted edge of the canvas.

 

Abstract, cat-whisker-like stitching completes this work. Some of the stitches cross the river, as if holding it together. One tiny, type-written “yes” is pasted atop each stitch.

 

[Story:]

 

The wind was blowing through my hair. Birds were singing. The sun was shining, and caressing my skin with a blanket of warmth on that spring day.

 

I sat on the big rock in my front yard… I’d been planning an inspired day of writing since the day I first set eyes on the natural chair outside my dad’s new house.

 

At first I just took it all in, the warmth, the rustling songs of nature moving and waking up into spring. I looked out at the neighborhood, and the sky with passing clouds. I was feeling… happy… but I still wasn’t inspired.

 

I opened my pink binder full of loose leaf. I stared at the blank page.

 

Why wasn’t I inspired?

 

I wanted to write but there weren’t any words. There wasn’t anything interesting enough to say.

 

“Write what you know,” echoed in my head; the common advice I’d heard and read from all the experts everywhere. I didn’t know anything. I was only 13.

 

What I didn’t realize was that I knew enough… that the experience I was having that day was enough to put my pen down and just start writing.

 

It wasn’t until I started reading Melissa Dinwiddie’s work, many years later, that I started to realize where I was going wrong.

 

Number five of the ten guideposts in her book, The Creative Sandbox Way, is to, “Just start anywhere.”

 

Oh, I could’ve used that advice as a young writer… I shut my pink binder that day 20 years ago without writing a single word. I found it years later, this binder meant for my writing, and it was still totally blank, aside from some yellowing around the edges from all that waiting around.

 

“Just start anywhere.” I’m so grateful for these three words. In fact, just starting anywhere is how I started writing what you’re hearing right now.

 

I had Melissa’s painting and the urge to write about how it inspired me. But how? There’s so much! How could I begin to sort through the journey this piece has taken me on?

 

The river running through Stitch River Yes is like my fear: so deeply etched in my cultural programming, in my human instincts.

 

Fear: this safety precaution, this emergency brake that stops all except your fight or flight instincts and adrenaline.

 

Me: I want to start a podcast!

 

Fear: But what if you’re too busy to release an episode every single week? If you’re not as perfect as a NPR radio show, in quality as well as consistency, well then you’ll just suck, and no one will take you seriously.

 

Me: I want to tell stories.

 

Fear: Who cares about your stories? No one will listen. What could you possibly write that will matter?

 

Me: I want to write stories channeled through the experience of other artist’s work.

 

Fear: You are not qualified to write about art much less interpret it. You know nothing about art. You’re going to look stupid. People will find out how stupid you are when you interpret things wrong.

 

Me: You know what, Fear? You’re getting a bit ridiculous. How can an interpretation of my own experience of something be wrong? I think I’ll take the risk… because even if you’re right and all those things happen… I won’t be any worse off than I am right now.

 

No one can listen to a podcast that doesn’t exist. No one can care about a story that remains unwritten. No one can be an expert without first being a novice.

 

Fear? You still there?

 

 

Don’t worry, he’ll be back. His story doesn’t change. He cares about me, so I hear him out, but I can’t let him chase me away. At the same time, I can’t be afraid to face the possibility that he might be right, either. I have to say yes to the risks and move on, because when I really break it down… the worst case scenario rarely happens, and even when it does, I’m usually still alive after it’s all over, and I’ve likely learned something valuable from the experience as well.

 

I can’t make the fear go away… but maybe I can hold it together, not let it get any bigger, stitch it closed so I can say yes… so I can stay and fight. So it’s not so scary that I have to run from it. So I can flow with the fear, use the current as the force that drives me forward, instead of letting it flood over and drown my creativity.

 

It’s safer to stay on the banks of fear’s river, keeping the dark, dangerous rapids at bay. But if you want to go places… if you want to get there faster… well than the river of fear is much faster than the safe, slow hike you’ll take trying to avoid it.

 

Melissa’s painting is my reminder to fight. To say yes to the scary things that won’t stop haunting my thoughts.

 

I’m saying yes to being messy. I’m saying yes to creating work that might not be perfect. I’m saying yes to facing my fears. I’m saying yes to success AND failure, because one cannot exist without the other. And I believe, the point of life is to experience them both.

 

Besides, the idea of this podcast becoming the equivalent to my pink binder, with those pathetically blank and yellowed pages, is far scarier to me now than any kind of failure could ever be.

 

Because the simple act of doing something… anything, in this creative process is worth it.

 

Why? That’s something Melissa Dinwiddie can explain to you better than me. Her book, The Creative Sandbox Way, is an interactive workbook that I highly recommend for every person… not just quote on quote, creative people, but everyone. Because we. are. all. creative. But since you’re listening, I bet you’ll be thrilled to find out that a lot of the lessons Melissa teaches in her book can also be heard on The Creative Sandbox Way podcast. I will have links to both of these amazing things in the shownotes (which you can access directly from your podcasting app in the description of this episode.)

 

Now that, that’s settled… yay, I’m starting another podcast. Oh wait… I guess now I’ve officially started this podcast. Would you look at that?

 

What do I write? What’s the story? Where do I start?

 

“Just start… anywhere.” I have to remind myself of this every time I sit down to write. Every time.

 

And I guess this story, like our theme song kind of, but not really sings, is a good place to begin.

 

That’s it for today! A huge shout out to Melissa Dinwiddie for being a constant source of inspiration, courage, and self love. And, of course, a big thanks for allowing me to feature her work in this episode. Don’t forget to take a look at the image that inspired today’s story. It’s the cover image for this episode.

 

Find out more about Melissa at melissadinwiddie.com or follow her on Instagram @a_creative_life to see what magical creations she’s making right now.

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Art Ink the Podcast: An Introduction

 

Links from the Show at a Glance:

 

Ashley Longshore’s Artgasms

Danielle Krysa’s podcast The Jealous Curator

Art Ink Submission Guidelines

 

 

Art Ink Podcast Transcript:

 

I’m a little embarrassed to say that this podcast has been in the works for well over a year… despite my enthusiasm for the big picture of this project, I kept getting stuck on all the details.

 

For instance, I spent hours brainstorming titles until I came up with the. perfect. name. I was going to call it Artgasms, with an equally clever subtitle: short, shriek-worthy stories inspired by art. I thought I was soooo brilliant… until I started Googling and discovered that this kick ass artist I follow, you’ve probably heard of her… Ashley Longshore, actually has a series of tiny paintings dubbed by the same name. I knew my subconscious had absorbed this title, and hid it away for future reference, and I was bummed to find out that I wasn’t quite as brilliant as I thought I was. The title search went on.

 

The next challenge that tripped me up was how I could possibly get other artists to come on the show in the very specific vision I had for them. I was dreaming of a collaborative, inclusive space to share unique perspectives from artists all over the world. I was envisioning a place for art lovers to discover new artists and connect to them through their stories.

 

The only thing I knew for sure was that this was NOT going to be another artist interview show, this was going to be a short story show and I needed artists willing to write and record their stories. The problem was, that would be a huge ask coming from a brand new podcast with no track record. Not to mention, writing and storytelling comes easy to me, but for a lot of people it’s a big drag to have to write. Some artists can barely tolerate having to name their art much less write about it.

 

Even the artists I know who are comfortable writing weren’t putting the kind of stories out that would fit the narrow vision I had for this podcast. I Googled the fuck out of this problem, with no solution in sight. The stories I wanted to tell just didn’t seem to exist.

 

I had plenty of my own stories and my own art to share, but I just couldn’t figure out how to feature other artists without putting them to work.

 

Then I was listening to a podcast called The Jealous Curator, and the host, Danielle, was talking about a bad experience she’d had in her last year of art school. When one of her paintings was being critiqued by other students one of them asked her what her painting meant, instead of giving an answer, Danielle had each of the 24 students go around the room and offer their own interpretations of her painting. When all of them had a chance to guess, they wanted to know who was right. And Danielle said that they were all right, and I quote, “because that’s the point, right?” she said, “It will evoke something different in every single person.”

 

Danielle got a C on that painting, and the low grade was because she didn’t have her own solid interpretation to share with the class. That didn’t make sense to me, and it didn’t make sense to Danielle either, she went onto say, and I quote again, “It’s much more interesting for a viewer to have a physical or emotional reaction to something, whether it’s what you intended or not.”

 

That’s when it dawned on me! I could share my experience of the art I discover. I could do all the work necessary to take listeners on a journey inspired by one piece of art. This was how I could help other artists by connecting listeners to their work through story.

 

Don’t get me wrong… I’d love it if some of you artists and writers out there would catch the storytelling bug and send in submissions, I’d love it even more if you’d share them in your own voice. That’s how I envision this show growing. That’s the big picture. That’s the daydream I’m having right now.

 

But, until we start sketching out that big picture, please keep in mind that the following stories are from my perspective, and my experience of each artist’s work will probably be very different from yours, and may also be in contrast with the artist’s original intentions. What can I say? Inspiration works differently for everyone.

 

That’s why you should also know that you can always access the art that inspired each episode right in the app you’re using to listen. In fact, I encourage it. If you use the Podcast Addict app, like I do, just tap the thumbnail image to see it full size, tap again on the full sized image to access the shownotes, and get links to each featured artist’s website and see more of their work.

 

So… I hope you enjoy my stories AND the art that inspired them. I also hope some of you artists and storytellers out there will soon be joining me, the world craves your voices, so write up and speak up.

 

Download the next few episodes to hear…

 

Welcome to Art Ink.

 

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Wearing Tiger Stripes – Artsy Reflections 111

The sticky, brownish red food she gave me resembled a fruit roll up, which was why, when I finally took a bite, my tongue was shocked at the salty flavor. “What is this?” I asked.

“Porky pig roll ups,” she replied with a mischievous smirk.

I spit it out as soon as the words were out, clawing at my tongue with bare fingers.

I woke up disturbed. I didn’t even recognize the girl starring in my nightmare, but it was apparent that she knew dead animals were on my do-not-eat list.

It was hard to fall back asleep after that. I kept seeing the evil girl’s smile as she revealed the mystery food in my mouth. In my restlessness, my imagination fluttered from there into a story that’s been begging to be written for awhile now.

It’s a story I don’t really want to write, but it continues to plague me nevertheless. It’s a dark, dystopian story where humans are slaves to an alien race.

Did you know that when you’re reading a book or watching a movie, your brain affects your body in the same way it would if you were actually experiencing the events in that story?

In real life there are repercussions for what you do. In fiction there aren’t. I can pull on the skin of a tiger, hunt gazelle for a few paragraphs, and no animals would be harmed in the making of my story.

This is why I’ve turned to fiction recently. I feel a strong urge to inject a healthy dose of empathy and perspective into the world. As far as I know, there’s no better way to do that than with a story… nothing legal anyway.

 

P.S. There’s actually another reason I’ve been playing with fiction… for well over a year now I’ve been plotting (pun totally intended) a new podcast. I have big ideas for this show, but after way too much brainstorming (and not nearly enough action) I finally figured out how to start off simple and small.

The show will be called Art Ink, and each episode will feature art inspired stories. One short story and the one specific piece of art that inspired that story.

There are many reasons behind why I MUST create this podcast.

  1. I’d love to connect art lovers to new artists in a way that only stories can, by creating lasting impressions with shared experiences.
  2. There are so many artists who never write about their work… so I’m gonna do it for them!
  3. I also want to help artists help themselves by offering inspiration and motivation to pick up a pen, and eventually, by giving them a platform to share their work.

The initial episodes will be super short to start. Somewhere between 5 and 15 minutes. This is so that I can ensure I have time to create new episodes regularly, but eventually I’d love to work my way up to 30 to 60 minutes. Maybe some of you will help me achieve this goal by submitting your art-inspired stories?

I know, I know… I’m getting ahead of myself. I need to focus on launching, then I can fantasize about an overflowing inbox of submissions. One step at a time Bek, one step at a time.

I can’t give you a launch date just yet, but as soon as I know, you’ll know. Promise.

P.P.S. There’s another exciting development brewing… so stay tuned for the next newsletter. I guarantee it’s one you won’t want to miss!

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