I honked the horn of my sea green ’93 Taurus, we were at a red light on a two-lane highway, and when the driver next to us glanced over, Lauren and I smiled with the goofiest grins we could make. We waved at him with quickly flailing hands. Then we looked at each other and cackled like crazies. Before I sped off I glanced back at the man, and I saw that our silliness had spread the smiles.
I was always weirdly silly, but it never came out publicly unless I had an accomplice. I wonder if 30-year-old me can pull it off now all alone as good as 17-year-old me did with my besties back then. I predict more nervous glances than grinning giggles.
There’s something about two people laughing madly that’s contagious… but, ironically, it’s not really an inside joke if it’s only inside you. That’s where the line between hilarious and insane starts to blur.
As I’m writing this, I’m feeling unusually giddy. I’m trying hard not to laugh for fear of drawing strange glances from other coffee house patrons. I miss youth and fearlessness, and I miss all my partners in weird laughter crime.
What are these numbered posts all about? Read the introduction to my Photo & 100 Words project and find out!
Don’t be afraid to be silly, without your accomplices around. I’ve never stopped & I’m 62 now. And…yes, I did embarrass all my children & still do. But when they say…..Mom….always a smile on their faces. I’ll goof it up till God calls me home. Have a Blessed Day!
I will keep you in mind, Leona, next time I’m all alone and feeling giddy. Thanks for reading and taking the time to send me your thoughts =) XOXO